Broken

What happens when the super glue holding your heart back together seems to be giving out again? I heard a song once that said how do you mend a broken heart?, I wish I had the answer, I wish I knew someone who had the answer. I feel my heart has been ripped out of my chest thrown on the ground and kicked time after time after time. Really what do you do when the apologies seem empty? When it seems like the only reason for the I'm sorry is so they can get what they want...I know sometimes you accept the apology and think you move on, but there are the times when you have been hurt so bad that you can't move on...It is good to vent, it is good to have someone to talk to, but you feel bad always complaining or venting out your problems to your friend, even though they say that is what they are here for. You still feel bad. Its not always your love who breaks your heart either... when you are a mom or a dad there are so many things that can rip your heart to shreds. Your kids getting hurt, your kids being sad, your kids not listening to you. There seems to always be something just waiting for you to have a good day so it can squash it.  But really it comes back to how do you mend a broken heart? Maybe I need to find the song and see what it says. You never know it may not be to wrong...